Char
Fenling
Indianized
Jo
John
Kang
Karen Cheng
Kueen
Laine
Libbie
Poey
Rayner
Ryce
Spartan
Stella
Suagu

March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 May 2008 October 2008 November 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009

Thoughts

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It comes and it goes
It appears then it fades away
Its controllable yet it can be sudden
It could be nothing yet it is everything
Denial or reality
Truth or lies

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Sighs...

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Which is worst? Having a nightmare and waking up to find that it’s not real OR having a pleasant dream waking up only to find that reality is the exact opposite?

Sobz…

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The Winner Takes It All

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Nice song....

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

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2009

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Reminder: there is no perfect life or Nirvana. So I’ll deal with everything that comes my way and not run away.

Move it: The perfect 7

1. Change Haviainas slippers
2. Repair heels
3. Redo eye lashes
4. Eye checkup
5. Apply for flea market
6. Leave town (for a while)
7. Go arcade

I think I’m jinxed and I’ve got proof.

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Jaded...

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Are promises really meant to be broken? Why does one say it and yet not mean it? And no its not human nature.

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Pain...

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I guess I somehow knew, but still… it was disappointing.
I guess its actually not that bad, but still… expectations always kill.

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