Char
Fenling
Indianized
Jo
John
Kang
Karen Cheng
Kueen
Laine
Libbie
Poey
Rayner
Ryce
Spartan
Stella
Suagu
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Sometimes...
A feeling of xian-ness looming over me…I can see not one, not two but three.
Sudden sense of dread, I need freedom.
Freedom from this overcrowding place.
Freedom from pain.
Sometimes I block, sometimes I fight.
Sometimes I release, sometimes I hide.
Sometimes I’m confused, sometimes I’m certain.
Sometimes I’m a little bit of everything and sometimes I’m lost.
Today I need a martini to numb the pain and lychees to fill the gap.
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It’s a brand new year and I hope that this year will be a great and fruitful year with kangaroos and pandas. * Crosses fingers*
Sometimes, I think it’s been too long that I have forgotten how it feels like. Yet in reality it actually hasn’t been that long a time yet why does it seem so vague and faded.
There’s no real answer and I feel so bad. It’s hard to keep it and yet I can’t say it. It could be nods of approval or shakes of disapprovals but the stand has been taken. There’s no turning back as we age day by day. Sometimes I fear yet sometimes I’m sure. I know it’s different this time but I don’t know why.
2008, the year to make it or break. |