Char
Fenling
Indianized
Jo
John
Kang
Karen Cheng
Kueen
Laine
Libbie
Poey
Rayner
Ryce
Spartan
Stella
Suagu

March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 May 2008 October 2008 November 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009

Suffocating and I can’t breathe
My heart beat is racing
My hands are trembling
It was a nightmare but it feels so real
I could feel the pain
I could taste the tears
The image is so vivid
I just can’t shake it off
It haunts me every single second
It’s trapping me inside
Every time I take 2 steps forward
You come and throw me 5 steps back
Why do you want to help me
When all you do is break me
Why do you say it’s all for my good
When actually it’s all for yours
Why do you make it sound like it’s my fault
For behaving the way I do
Why is it that when I’m angry at you
I get even angrier with myself
Why do you have to take a knife
And stab me so many times in the heart

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